I had rarely danced previous to that moment and I surely could not have
known how to keep in step to that completely unearthly music, but we
twirled around the room as if I had done so every day of my life. There
was no misstep, no faltering movements on my part and surely none on
her's. We glided about as if we were one entity and I did not even
consider how such miracles were possible. My heart soared and my soul
with it, until I too seemed to be floating several inches off the floor.
As we swept past the place my grandmother was seated, I turned to look
over at her and her smile filled me with such love and such warm
happiness, I knew my mourning for her was no longer necessary. She was
now truly at peace and she only wanted the same thing for me. I smiled
back at her, without tears this time and she knew that I understood her
feelings and would, from here on, be all right.
I continued to dance, all trace of fatigue gone from me and returned my
attention to my partner. She seemed so fragile, so light in my arms that
I dared not breath too hard, for fear I might inadvertently blow her
image away. She must have sensed what I had been thinking, for she
smiled up at me, full of youthful innocence and gaiety.
We danced on for what seemed like hours, yet I felt I could have
continued in the same vein, forever. It was not to be, however, for I
suddenly found myself alone in the middle of the room, the music I had
been dancing to now only a dim memory. The apparitions had likewise
vanished, as smoke is dispelled by a gentle breeze. Of a sudden, I was
extremely exhausted and I barely managed to stumble over to the nearest
wall where I fairly collapsed onto the floor.
Sleep was rapidly overtaking me and the last thing I can recall is the
voice of my grandmother, coming to me faintly, as if from a great
distance, telling me never to forget her love for me and to remember the
peace and happiness of this night. Then, she reassured me, just before I
fell into a deep sleep, as she had done every night for so many years
while I was a child, not to fear; her spirit would always be close to me
and everything would ultimately be all right as long as I had faith in
myself. As I drifted off, I thought I felt a soft flutter against my
cheek, as if a pair of lips had gently brushed my face. I never knew
whether that last touch was from my grandmother, or from my ghostly
dancing partner. It didn't really matter. I would have liked to think
it had been from both of them, wishing me goodbye, together.